I feel beat down for having a hard time understanding things from when I was in kindergarten. In pre-kindergarten for 2 years, I don’t remember handling books and papers and turning things in. The teachers were kinda uppity with me, too. I feel like my dad treats me a certain way because of it, like that’s how he sees me as a person, today. I feel he goes along with the crowd and sees me as immature but not sprightly as a younger person.